I've grown tired of this emptiness
So deeper and deeper I dig into the dark
Searching for tools to patch me up But the more
I find the more I'm torn apart Constrain it, let the
subjects meld Like a mad disease the newborns divide
All the walls have come crashing down So ball
'em up and shove 'em back inside Crack the shell and
let the truth emerge Strain the brain, make it
comprehend Breathe new life into breathless lungs
And spread the word- it's time to rise again
Feel it, can you feel it grow? Now feel it, does
it multiply? Feel it, change is coming soon
Butterfly, you wanna fly? Open your arms and let
me in I wanna spread new wings, I wanna shed this
skin Resurrect and reunite the kin Wanna spread
new wings, I wanna spread new wings Butterfly-
open your mind, open your eyes Prepare your senses
as the sound excels The next generation of angst
unveiled And spreads like cancer through these jaded
cells Infect me, let me crash and bleed I can
feel the sickness flowing through my veins Down my
system and attack the seed Now you can have my
pleasure if you'll take my pain Lifeless eyes, can
you see through the plastic? Life fucking myself
when my hands are cold Dedication's never been the
problem But you say the words and I'm hard as stone
Now I see the clock reverse, don't you know- The
pain gets worst the further back you go Your own
regrets gonna shallow you whole Now brace yourself,
come on, brace yourself
Why don't you open you're
arms? Why don't you let me in? Give up you're
past And lets start this thing Jesus Christ, rip
yourself form the cross My patience with you has
been my life's greatest loss I'm tired of praying
when nobody cares Can you hear me now? are you even
there? I can see the surface, I can see the light
And I can see it shining through your eyes tonight
Now I can see the silhouette of seraphim Now I
can see myself spreading my own wings Now tear off
my garments and bury my face Whatever it takes to
get out of this place Whatever it takes to hide
what's inside Hell, I'd sell my own soul for a piece
of the pride Now open your arms and let me in
Tear away my scars, wash away my sins Spread
them like wings, spread them like wings and fly My
little butterfly I'd like to see you try Now open
your arms and let me in Come and take my hand
And let's start this thing
2. Perfect World
Your money isn't power so forget the
green Its just feeding the fuel What makes the
world go round? The same thing that lights the flame
to burn it down Its a capitol brainwash you must
have avouch Call it your purse, more like suicide
pouch Paper ain't a mean to pacify When your
wisdom is in your wallet you can kiss your ass good-bye
Rectify, this living policy is shit And all its
lies got you choking on your own spit The seam has
split, so spit or swallow But your lead I'll never
follow So you can wallow in your own chaotic world
A puzzle pieced by our imperfections Close your
eyes, seal your lips, walk in fear Now do you see
what I can see? can you hear what I hear? Your
fucking trophies, your sexual treasures Just hide the
pain beneath your simple pleasures Desperate
measures for desperate times Searching for answers
it won't let you find It seeks to bind and then steal
tomorrow Your heart is hallow, your mind is fried
Soul is void, flat-lines will never lie
Despite your actions I will persevere Now do
you see what I see? can you hear what I hear? Hate,
rage, greed, sin Ripples in the water, wrinkles in
the skin Our own little perfect world A puzzle
pieced by our imperfections We see no evil, we hear
no evil We're all just victims of a perfect
world
3. Permanent (Take A Look Around)
Rape me of my innocence Amidst these
cold and rainy days There's so much hate beneath this
sky My inspirations all washed away So tie me
down and cut me up And pour my blood upon the earth
No helpful hands to hold me up And I could give
a fuck for all that it's worth Breath in, breath
out, but take a closer look Because your life is
laced and now you're hooked The hunter's become the
hunted, when it rains, it pours And instinctive push-
you better lock your doors Take a look around-tell
me what you see It's upside down, skewed permanently
Take a look around- tell me what you find Just
an empty search through a foreign kind I'm sickened
by this odious scent Gently drifting on the breeze
So much at risk, so much at stake And now we all
fall to our knees So cut me down, and turn me loose
And spill my thoughts upon the page A hopeless
attempt to redefine Between our skyline and the
seventh stage
Tell me what you see? Tell me
what you find? Tell me what you feel? Take a
look around-line 'em up It's permanent So better
check ya source You better lock your doors And
take a closer look Because the choice is yours
So get on or get off, give up or give in Get on
or get off, take a look around
4. The Phoenix
The phoenix, no longer a myth So
strike a match and watch it burn Our destination's
rigor mortis Cause nobody listens and nobody learns
And your world rejects my kind And those words
have lost their touch And this place has lost its
mind So now I wanna burn it up Humility, is based
on trust But ignorance and arrogance rule the
grounds So ashes to ashes and dust to dust And
now I wanna burn this whole-place-down Leashed,
cuffed, locked and hooked Blow it down, tear it
down, burn it down Blackmail- come take it to a
whole new level Motherfucker, I can't wait 'till I
can watch you drown And you place our trust in you
Reassure us that we're not to blame But the
tables turn and we're the first to burn Now I could
never look at you the same
So take your word and
shove it Come take your deal and shove it Just
take the lie and shove it I know what you really are
The school in which we learn is the fire in
which we'll burn The school in which we learn Is
the fire in which we-will-burn
5. Untied
Once again its on, so bring that shit
Now the war is on against the counterfeit We got
the five man clan to keep the mic in check But now
you're steppin' on my heels with disrespect You
wanna roughneck? well that's what you'll get Shit
I'm back in effect, yo I gotta maintain Cause I
don't need your help, I know my motherfuckin' name
Un-tie-me, who's side are you on anyway? Bring
the hours, bring the pressure It's all about finding
my predecessor I'm a second guesser, I'm a pessimist
Call me extreme- more like humanist You wanna
get with this, try to sell me clothes? And then
capture my image with the perfect pose So you can
stamp on it, sell it, steal my fate But I'm the one
you don't see coming 'till it's too late
Snappin' photos, dealing green It's all
about living in some other man's dream Can I handle
the truth when the moment comes? Can I stand the heat
under the sun? Because the sun is bright but not
pure like rain And I long for the back when that was
in my veins And it was all so clear what it was all
about Just make a statement and never sell out
un-tied
6. Rise And Blind
A wooden cross, an angels bed Decked
with nails and strewn in red And empty garden, our
dooming fate Which day by day we tolerate A
ruined world, a gaping hole And a prayer for god to
save our souls Wake up, rise and shine Wake up,
'bout fuckin' time A glimmer of hope is lost in
time Now is it mindless list of thoughtless
crime? Mother's fate in a child's eyes Now the
innocent crumble under burning skies The mind's gone
blind, for those who could see Now gently swing from
the gallowstree
Tack me up and crucify me
Take me up, come on, wake me up Sin, jealousy,
lies, anger Wanna try to vie go ahead n' spin the
chamber Rise up Rise and
blind
7. Judas
Can't understand? guess I'll paraphrase
And allow this spark the set the mic ablaze
Because all my rage just builds up inside
There's no place to run and no place to hide Now
I gotta revive, gotta resurrect Because we can't
survive without and intellect Check in retrospect
and what's ahead looks bleak So take away my name
and send me up the creek But don't attempt to
repent, you had your chance Now the mask is on,
you're in the blind man's dance You gave me your
word you lying hyprocrite- fuck you Wake up, wake
up, it's your wake up call Now the imperious leaders
of our heavens fall We gotta drop the ball on the
gates below Because what you reap is what you'll sew
We gotta let them know, gotta make them pay For
it's the hate upon which he'll pray So I'm breaking
away because I've figured you out So now your
number's up but don't count me out You had your
chance, you lost your chance Now that I see you're
in the blind man's dance You gave me your word you
lying hypocrite- fuck you Gotta learn and practice
what you preach You welcome me with warmful hands
You build me up just to break me down A tear
collects and forms deep within Now trapped inside I
gladly drown A drop of water is turned to ice
Your satisfaction at my expense Now at my timely
sacrifice With truth upon my dying breath Beneath
your eyes lie the mind of a hyprocrite Beneath your
mind...judas
8. Flesh And Blood
You used to be someone I could trust
But all of that didn't last to long I don't know
what I can believe anymore God, where the hell did
we go wrong? Your silence shatters my sense of hope
How could this happen? what did I miss? My whole
world's falling down around me God, how could desert
me at a time like this? I'm not perfect, nobody's
perfect But what the fuck was I supposed to do?
I'm washing my hands, I'm cleansing my soul Now
all I had will die with you So bury the good and let
that shit rot Cause if your only question's what's
in it for me Well then you might as well gouge out
your own fucking eyes For there are none so blind as
those who will not see Flesh for food and blood for
wine Because some scars don't heal with time
Because my scars won't heal with time And all my
love was left behind Flesh for food and blood for
wine But flesh and blood- never
divine
9. Feel
Everyday people are preyed upon Some
fight, some fold, others play along But now it's not
another story off the evening news Not just a
statistic the warnings use Seventeen years and a
dose of reality Two years back seems like yesterday
Raped, tortured, robbed of pride Innocence lost-
torn from inside So I step aside and let life run
its course A handful of predators driven by a darker
force And there's nothing I could do I thought I
knew you Feel, come into reason Feel, come into
me Heal, feel, I wanna make you squeal It's
payback time, though it hurts to repeal Cause I've
tried so hard to make it stop But it lurks in my
dream and lingers in my thoughts I couldn't talk,
they wouldn't respect me So I told myself that it
didn't effect me But it does, it hurts so much
Now the mask is on- I've grown numb to touch
I want you to hurt like I still do You've
taken so much that you can't replace I want the pain
to come rolling through I want to see it rolling
down your face I want you to hurt...like me
Because time can only heal so much I want you to
feel it you motherfucker I want you to feel it you
fucking pig I want you to feel what I felt I
want you to- feel
10. Aftertaste
These bare walls hold a familiar theme
In this my home and happy hell The pain I've
seen within this empty dream Locked and barred inside
myself Caged and leashed and smothered in fear So
round and round the chamber spins You can sink or
swim in a sea of fears But the walls keep closing in
In the aftertaste No where to run and no where
to hide Disobey and it's the back of the fist
Raped and tortured from the inside With my
dignity lost in every hit Had to be something, I
just had to be someone But I'm overcome by my own
self-doubt Now where's my freedom, where's my life
Where's my god, where's my way out? In the
aftertaste It's so dark inside- I can't breath
inside I can't move inside- now fade
away
11. Splitt (Comin' Out Swingin')
Yo, we about to twist this shit
up right here (as we cross over into a new
millennium) it might be to strong for some so I
suggest you motherfuckers buckle the fuck up (see
what I`m saying?) - where you gonna hide? rags to
rags, how does stone turn to static? its tragic, drop
em` like a bad force of habit not dramatic traumatic
- got me turning in my sleep pencil pushin` putos,
motherfuck critiques no defeat, compete, never sleep
n` never will and just like the real, I`ve entered my
time to kill climbing in the ring, I`m gonna wear
away my doubt cause if I dug my own grave then I can
dig myself out come on, come on check it - check
it - check it takers, fakers, barrel bottom
scrapers separating family from those phony money
makers papers, stuffed rolled and laced with a
lesson vapors graced so aftertaste is faced with a
confession end of session blessin` first impressions
stessin` thinking twice and blaming my aggressions on
some other world`s advice so slice, split, splice and
pay the price that it brings but I can stand on my
own, I don`t need the strings I`m not fuckin`
splitt I`m comin` out swingin`, so heads be
spinning bring on the soup to keep the ear drums
ringing I`m comin` out swingin`, with ties
unstringing splitting up the frame for a whole new
beginning I`m comin` out swingin` I`ve told too
many lies, built too many walls broken too many
hearts, shed too many tears burned too many bridges,
taken too many falls buried too many friends, I`ve
buried too many fears shits pumpin`, body`s are
jumpin` waiting for something or somebody up in
the party to get the head bumpin` split it up, hit it
up-but get it up while I set it up, causing
confusion, we wet it up from the drum tracks, guitars
strum and high strung and fine tuned- the time is
soon so let it hum from the power lung, the hour come
to make it happen over the bother some bitches who
wanna jack it up track it up, pick it up, you better
stick it up dope shit all over the table, you gotta
lick it up
I`m comin` out swingin` I`m comin`
out swingin` I`m comin` out- I`m comin` out.
motherfucker... ha,ha,ha splitt family feuds
and family ties now you can sew`em shut but I see
through your eyes through the surface and through
the lies and through your ability to hypnotize now
my road has spit and I can see no ends I`ve got
angels wings mixed with plastic friends I got two
paths to choose and I can`t decide too little, too
late, two worlds divide and our worlds divide so
better choose your side split - and our worlds
divide
12. Dark Horizons
I`ve lost my footing i`m hanging on
by the brink i`m stranded in a sea of hope with
not a drop to drink so i stand alone when i
think because conformity can`t be the
solution because some scars never heal and now my
dreams lay in silent ruins there`s blood on the
horizon and still not a word spoken i`ve lost my
footing i`m hanging on by a very thin thread now
the shadow falls as the reaper calls and the dark
comes rolling in over head somthing wicked this way
comes and still not a fucking word spoken strike
me down release my hand just let me fall i`ll
never understand i`m not living up to their
expectations i`m not living up to their dreams of
success they say i`m not living up to a simple
standard they say i`m not living up to the skill i
possess i think i was born without a soul (pray for
me) i think i was born without a voice (cry for
me) i think i was born without a pulse (love for me)
god, why was i born without a choice? (die for me)
and not a word, not a word is spoken not a word
is spoken - that`s why i`m broken not a word, not a
word is spoken and still not a fucking
word... i`ll never understand i`ll never
understand you
You better check your pulse, i think
the hearse went by
shut the fuck up and
listen before you're down to nothing without a pot to
piss in your missing the point that i'm mapping on
this chart- everything we could be, everything we're
not come on, give it all you got all i've got is
an excuse, a noose for my hurt- feel it jerking me
loose been lathing abuse and it's breaking me
up i'm bordering final and enough's enough you
keep sucking on your own dick, your bound to break your
neck i think that i detect a sick sign of self
respect what did i expect, i expected so much more
from myself now why can't i open my eyes? i think
i'm fucking dead
we all fall, we all, we all fall
down we all fall, we're all falling, falling
down crucified, purified lullaby-
unborn
dressed like a costume party, everybody in
disguise see the mask on your face but it won't hide
your eyes my demise marks my birth, unborn into
light now you wanna take me, show me wrong from
right? well you can kiss my paraphilia and you can
kiss my sadicide i wanna thank you for your
welcome let me carve the shit out from inside it's
only a dream, cry yourself back to sleep let your
mind seep down where all secrets keep deep beneath
the calm surface a serpents eyes open wide- a breath
of death in its lies
unborn- unborn and i'm
born again
that old man, damn, he sure can
talk he said that i fucked jesus in a trailer
park n' that ain't the truth, it was in the ritz
hotel i wore a condom so i wouldn't burn in hell
maybe i'm dead
denial still stings in
these lifeless eyes
2. What You Got
You better buck- buck- buckle up,
prepare for this impact- car crash whiplash, 'bam',
snap your neck back in half why can't i just be
realistic? give 'em what they want and make the
biddies go ballistic sadistic motherfuckers playing
complicated- well never underestimate the
underestimated opinionated, elevated, sticking to my
guns and i think your gonna get just what you got
coming
that's the penalty- payback's a bitch
so you best keep running that's the penalty- it's
what you got coming
yo, can i ask you
something, what the fuck is up man? you got
nothing, it's just a fairy tale your stuck in i'm
sucking from that 7 on 7 pumping and roughing up all
of these fakes that be bluffing nothing you can say
could ever take this away now so stay down- and
stay the fuck away from this playground lyrical
hijack, put my madness to my method- check it, mic in
my hand, nah, more like a lethal weapon
go blind,
bring the drums- better yet, here we come you take
back what you done or you can tuck tail and run ready
or not- find yourself and if you dare stop running i
think your gonna get just what you got coming bring
it- your gonna get just what you got- what you
got? your gonna get just what you got
coming
3. Look At Me Now
He can't avoid conflict- he's lost
cuz he's incomplete he's in between, somewhere in
between, in between the sleepless shadows battling to
break the love that's 'guaranteed to make you bleed
thicker than blood' he don't want it, but craves what
he can't escape he's staring straight through his
fate and now he's face to face you wanna fall down,
well this could make your dreams come true because
the devil was an angel too
look at me now, making
the same mistakes i said i'd never make again- but
now i'm back in the same place look at me now,
somebody stole my soul- i feel the breaks go and i'm
spinning out of control
come step into a brave
new world- not even worth it decent comes quick
and now he's anything but perfect and still he
worships that fundamental bullshit talk 'the path you
carve yourself is the path to walk' now walk
alone- play it to the bone don't make it right
just because he got his sickness from that venomous
bite we wanna fall down, well this could make our
dreams come true because the devil was an angel
too
it's gonna be alright, everything's
okay mothers tears will fall and wash it all
away
suck, suck it- suck, suck it
up
4. Modified Lie
I see god in my dreams and i can't stop
running don't care what i've become but fear what i
am becoming set me straight, i'm no angel falling
apart- she feels death from the table waking
asleep- i can't sleep yet i'm sleeping i'm slipping
again and no hope's what i'm thinking i'm buried
alive inside, so claustrophobic nothing to say today-
afraid and we know it what do i know, i know that we
know nothing i feel like i'm constantly waiting for
something what am i waiting for, what am i trying to
do? i'm trying to prove that it's all a lie-
can't get enough and i'm already there i'm
already there and i still can't get enough so just
deny what you can't repair between the lie, read
between your lie can't get enough and i'm already
there i'm already there and i still can't get
enough run as far as you can because nobody
cares between the lie, read between your lie
i
got a little secret that i keep inside deep down
dormant in the dark she hides but every time that i
close my eyes i can feel it, i can feel her
die maybe i'm jaded too, maybe i'm dead like
you, maybe i'm obsolete, maybe i'm
incomplete, maybe insanity blinded by
prophecy, maybe the opposite, maybe i'm
right maybe a victim, maybe your not when did you
start to care about what i thought? what would you do
for me, who will you be for me, what about family,
who would you kill for me?
ammunition for a
prophets gun all that's become must unbecome all
that's sacred, all that's true, all that's
nothing- lies in you
madness, insanity- why
do you stare through me? finish the rest of me see
what you wanna see say what your gonna say give
and then take away waiting for guilt to try and read
between your lie
all that's nothing lies in
you- even if you're forgiven, would you forgive
yourself?
read between your
lie
5. Comin Back
Is anybody out there? have you been
lost in the sky? do you really need a miracle to open
your eyes? take a look around, mother fucking fantasy
rides now how the hell could you ever ask god for a
sign? moon rise, sunset, understand what i'm saying
yet? life's what you make it, don't let time take
it i gotta stand on my own in my own light i'm not
picking you apart i'm just trying' to pick a
fight cuz there's an owl on somebody's roof
tonight and you know what that means,
right?
comin back- no more pain, no more
games i'm comin back- the more things change, the
more i stay the same comin back- you say that you
won't but you will i'm comin back- i don't need your
help in fact i know i'm comin back- i'm comin
back now i'm comin back
it's not like i like
to talk about this shit but sometimes it's best to
just set yourself free suppression leads to
depression and then some and that's why i fall so far
from this tree like the fruit lay beneath forbidden
shade, any mark you make, with time, the rain will
wash away but i found a way to break on through as
long as hopes still waiting for me for when i come
to
the moon looked like skin cancer tonight in a
photo negative see me dark and light- it hurt more
than it felt good, understood? just because you cry
don't mean it make you off the hook get you off the
hook, you want me to get you off? i'm comin back, my
stitches splitting
my life for your sight come
and take a bite drink for payback- blood sucker,
suck me dry it's my turn, when your in the dust
and your all alone it doesn't make a sound if you
die
6. Killing Me
One by one by one- one at a time out
of time, can't even afford to breath decimate my own
mind- one intent, because it's now and
forever- better hold your peace increase,
decrease, decease, release your mind i'm staring
right back at the face I hate but not for long,
forget the words, they're wrong you can talk your
shit just get your fucking story straight
killing
me- does the temptation turn you on? killing
me- my only hope, salvation- gone killing
me- internal confrontations spawn killing
me- fucked up again, some friend
you'd better
be ready for the worst- expect the worst modify me
misery, i've grown soft inside retrogressing thought
with time enemy of god designed to piggy
back- pig, piggy, piggy back ride all the way
down, all the way down, all the way home all the way
back to where their father fell i'd hesitate to talk
cause I can feel it in me i'm just too pussy- i'd
rather rot in heaven than in hell
killing me-
suck it, suck it back further- this must be my
penalty, a sneak attack murdering all my
integrity it's self destruction, now i'm my own
worst enemy identity is killing me
killing me-
why can't i see ahead of me recently i'm thinking i
don't need you anymore killing me- i'll never be what
i wanna be no release cuz i know i'm my own worst
enemy
now it seems to be me and it seems to
me- i am my own worst enemy
killing me- my own
lonely pretentious philosophy
7. Bleed The sKY
Systematically layered beneath the
understated- border land calling me home curiosity
has taken its toll empathetic- into the darkness i
fall alone hear what you say when you whisper the
truth of your lies i wanna fly over falling
stars how i love breathing into this
lifelessness reminds me i can't paint like
god
say no more-
carve me a smile, make
it deep and wide and mortal drain my eyes 'til the
sky goes pop bleeding out in my own idolatry for
you my adoration dripping drop by drop by
drop can't get enough symphony in her eyes to
eden enter me my last chance for hope had a god
but i fucked her all away because she couldn't feel
what i wrote
say no more- i've heard enough to
know i wanna bleed the sky bleed the sky tonight-
say goodnight tonight
8. Inside Out
Tell me what i'm supposed to feel
because i can't feel this sick and tired and it's all
the same- same shit, different day, all day, every
day wish you were perfect? well welcome to your
fifteen minutes of fame come get it well it's hot-
you want it, we got it, come get it now can you feel
me now? tell me how i'm supposed to feel for you when
all you do is hold me down? told me i'm nothing, well
tell me what your thinking now so back off - never
more alone than all alone i don't know where the hell
i am but they say there's a price to pay for asking
questions so i'm guessing and ending up where i
began
i never got a second look before now i
was the one that you'd ignore now turn yourself
inside out come on- can you feel me
now?
tell me what i'm supposed to feel because i
can't feel shit hollowed out and you wonder
why? too much, not enough, slow down, pick it
up genuine adrenaline keeping me high, so high so
walk your walk, talk your talk, but as far as i can
see- on the inside out your bout as ugly as
me 'cept now i'm fit to knock you down told me i'm
nothing? tell me what your thinking now so back
off- tell me what i'm supposed to feel for
you turn yourself inside out, take a closer look
inside- i think that you deserve
yourself
title match, main ring- no time to
rethink, you swim or you sink- you want it, we got
it, come get it
9. Catarax
You'd better back up off this sucker
punch consequence, consequence- fuck it, no more
waiting for the world to turn bloody as my smile
dripping ear to ear i haven't lived for a moment and
think it's too damn late to learn so just flush it
down lie down- forever never had a
dream asymmetric reflection of my soul to sell now
disinfect yourself, i'll just pretend to scream got a
low self-esteem from all these guileful lies carry me
there- i can't stand to stand on my own but i'd
rather be hated than forgotten cuz it's a long way
down and it's a long way home
cataract scratch-
we don't play like that i got a bone to pick n' i'm a
pick that bone cataract scratch- we don't play like
that because we can't stand to stand on our
own
they always said to keep my head on my
shoulders, both feet on the ground been living
more like one foot in the gave tell myself everything
i need to hear time to face the music because it's
all based on what you crave fiction
addiction outer darkness is calling, it's your
goodnight kiss 666 ways to fall catarax will blind
but can you hear this? for every sin there's a time
to burn it's near too late so don't press your
luck now focus- do you really know what i
mean, and do you really think you'll be
forgiven- cuz i think i'm fucked
when it rains
it pours, we tug of war within we talk of
endlessness we cry to purge our sins atoned to
rebegin, eliminate the scars fuck the sky or merely
count the stars with every shade of night descending
into me i'm in the dark for life but now at least i'm
free- from my own apathy and from my own decay i'm
unremissible now but i got my way so now can you see
me inside of you? guide me through- because
tomorrow will fuck you too
break
through
10. Down To None
Welcome to my revelation,
reanimation my anthem of regret- two steps from my
evisceration my destination- where the rain meets the
dust and my only separation from my pain is my
trimulus and plus my self-distrust, disgust i must
confess that when i rush i bust- no rest cuz
everything's a test we're bringing just enough stress
to keep this microphone in check and if you read
between my lie i'll take you step by step by
step protect yourself, it's day to day for
life 2001nails driven into Jesus Christ too many
sleepless nights i feel my head go numb a tangled
web brought a spider bite that's counting me down to
none
never say never, never lie, never cry
wolf fuck it to infinity now run it like a toll
booth cold truth, all work and no play make you
sick spittin' psycho-dellic hits all up in your
trip now i gotta get a grip, between the cracks we
slide they been tainting the view with holy
matricide i run the override, so back on up the
track acquisition ammunition, demolition of the
facts hypochondriac, prepare to end your pain take
a look inside and ride the nowhere train come drain
my rain away, insane today, behold oblivion cuz i
was born with a thousand dreams and I'm down to
none
11. Derelict
Prepare to meet your maker, your
unmaker, your remaker- make yourself don't fake,
you'll make the same mistakes and if your fed up then
ask yourself why because you sit around and pick at
your scabs while your answer waits wake up, nobody
cares about what you think and don't blame them
because you know they're just like you and if you get
this then get the fuck up- before you can't remember
why you can't live and you're too late too
fuck
it up derelict now suck it up and deal with
it find yourself
set it if you get it, all
this confusion imbedded in my head should let the
dead bury the dead for good she said i'm so
vain- i don't understand why i can't just break away
from tendencies that i know i should wake up- nobody
ever told you to breath have we forgotten everything
we thought once true? i think i'll move on- cuz i
can't stand to lay around and decay till i'm too late
too
murder me destiny spare me the
ignominy give up insecurity just be what you wanna
be compelled to procrastinate i nearly go blind
from sight forget it insane i say come set it if
you get it right
find your
self
12. Plastic
Come count your trophies and stack em
high, it's funny how reality can pass you
by little girl wanna be as pretty as she can and she
lives by whatever it takes the lights in her room are
all dark- and living doesn't hurt if you haven't got
a heart so why not, why not taste the pain? you've
got nothing to lose and nobody to blame a hard shell
for shame so come display your skillz, cuz fuck
lonely nights with empty bottles and pills at 50/50
fills per shot cum take her for a spin and i hope you
like your sin with skin cuz you can count me-
out
it's all for plastic- walking in your
sleep it's all for plastic and it's only skin
deep it's all for plastic- here's to your
health it's all plastic so you can go fuck
yourself
gasoline and broken glass shaking in
your coffin as the hearses pass are you afraid that
nobody can hear your screams? cuz we're out
here, we just don't care pretty my pink, i can
smell your stink- makes me sick and i don't give a
damn what you think anymore back down against the
floor all for vanity, profanity and hells
galore liquid candy whore- suck it up, hold your
breath is it a taste of life or maybe just your
death? or better yet another chance for me to see
right through because it's who you fuck but who the
fuck are you?
13. Farewell Fix
I'm sorry that i put you in the
picture, i didn't think you'd hit your head so
hard the frame looks better all crooked on the
wall, kinda reminds me of the way we are- the way
we lie and victimize ourself now is it me or do our
secrets matter more than our health? i nail my hands
down just to feel the way that he felt- but can't
scream with near enough strength to cry for help i
feel the ground give beneath my feet, i can't handle
anything that you say and i pray that it's possible
to- birth your better off now take my word and
just walk away
but what can i say? i love the
way she hates- i love the way she hates
me
don't make a move, i got that exit wound
from pride and now i realize don't make a move, i
got that exit wound and i've cried myself dry
no
limits to pain, i've bled for you now bleed for
me- cuz no one ever told you that it wouldn't be
hard i've got flesh full of ink just waiting to drip
so come and take your best shot you know i'll love
you by dawn after we've cum and gone over the power
we chased i think i'm way too late- my hate's
taken my place because the only thing that ring
represents these days is the mark that it left in the
side of my face
for every fatal breath i've
held, for every harmful truth i've spit, had
everything i'd ever need, and every time i'd scream
myself sick
say goodbye to this drug- i've got a
new soul to steal i'm on my farewell fix- i've got
a new soul to steal
