I would love to beat the face, Of any
mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change
me, White knuckles grip pushing through for the
gold, If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the
mother fuckin' mold, I'm drowning in your
wake Shit rubbed in my face Teething on
concrete Gums bleeding
Dig bury me
underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig
bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly
changing
I struggle in violated space, Sell
out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck
me, Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight, I
ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy I'm
livid in my space Pissing in my face Fuck you
while you try To fuck me
Dig bury me
underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig
bury me underneath Everything that I was you ain't
fuckin' changing me
Let me help you tie the rope
around your neck, Let me help to talk you the wrong
way off the ledge, Let me help you hold the glock
against your head Let me help you tie the rope around
your neck, Let me help to talk you the wrong way off
the ledge, Let me help you hold the glock up to your
head, Let me help to chain the weights onto your
legs Get on the plank fuck
Dig bury me
underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig
bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly
changing Wish you were committing Suicide suckin'
on a mother fuckin' tailpipe Dead man dangling from a
tight rope Limbless in the middle of a channel bob
away
3. Internal Primates Forever
Cop provisions feed my addictions
mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they
crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they
won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and
they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies
all my monkeys
Their coming they're coming their
coming they're coming to take
me away.
Disgusted with my position so
submissive I am the only way we get away is give in
sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes
to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand
the want to need can't get free always got a grip on
me
There's no use to fight this wrenching
tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience
leads to substance
Do you want more give it to
me
Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no
room for patience Don't want it need it come on right
now
Everything I've become now is everything
I didn't want to be
Every time I try to run away
I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try
to run away I fall on my face
Help! They won't
leave me alone
If I would have known back then
what I know now I 'd take it back If I would have
known back then what I know now I 'd take
it back, I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin'
back
Stay away stay away Hold me I'm shaking
violently Pull me out of my covering Mold me into
a new man Lull me into a deep sleep
There's no
use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of
deprivation obedience subservience leads to
substance
Even if you want you can't
stop
Internal primates
forever
4. -1
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's
pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life
meaningless less than 0 in me all my walls falling
down pains aloft misery I'm sure that the lessons
were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well
deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit
bitterness walk from me everything
systematically
Come on youweretheone
youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my
pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed
to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what
it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to
live
Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due
time stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless
soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life
is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll
wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the
dream Of success and focus...tunneling to the light
glowing deep inside of me your taunting I wake
up
Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To
dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of
nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me
who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to
ascend Tell me what it takes to live Tell me
nOW! Tell me nOW!
Pain misery distress dismal
know where depressed idiot failure In
me......calling......loser......man I'm
the Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I
am....in me....
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry
for me Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't
need your sympathy inside of me, Don't need your
sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy
inside of me, Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry
for me
Come on I know youweretheone
youweretheone Numb to feelings inside of me why I've
seized my vision Don't need you to tell me who to
be Don't need you to tell me what to be Don't need
you to tell me how to ascend Don't need you to tell
me how to live
5. Death Blooms
Cold seems crippling lame meander
through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the
day reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out
of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and
rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's
collapsing don't want it cast into, Maker take the
body don't want it wants me
Past has found its
place salvation is no more will god accept my peace
bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are
fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want
in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost
in, A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast
into, Maker take the body don't want it wants
me
I just want to run around fly kites wrestle
jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore
memories in me cocooned in misery
I'm sick and
tired of embracing reflections of past time receive
me or cast me away ...god please take me
away resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify
my own being satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
justify my own right to what's waiting for
me
On the other side the time has come lock and
load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming
home
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want
in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want
in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want
in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost
in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't
want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants
me, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want
in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost
in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't
want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants
me
I just want to run around fly kites wrestle
jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore
memories in me cocooned in misery The darkness
overcomes soul soars to the other plain Existence
past the door I sail through purgatory's bay
I
asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls
searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me
held in god's hands death blooming
Dark for
fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye
and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins
unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar
the space between a blink and a tear ...death
blooms.
6. Golden Ratio
7. Cradle
Breathe... Push... ...I lost you,
you were my god thought what do I do now you were
never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years
looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in
look what you've done to me realize what you've done
to
Me
I can't see going on in this
darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has
broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the
punishment
It takes time to try to mend the
wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm
asking from you please send me a sign to guide me
through the times that lie in front of me I'll get
by myself
Look at me now, a piece of shit like
you. Look at me now, you left me so fuck
you.
Everybody leaves me, everybody's
gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody
left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody
leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's
gone, I'll rot in my head alone. I don't give a fuck
about you, go the fuck away .
Fake being, inside
of my heart you are the liar. Innocence
displaced. Been left.
Here I stand now and I'm
alone, With no one to comfort me. One set of
footprints in the sand. No one to take my hand, I'll
. I'll walk through as long as I need. I'll drift
through my life though I'm alone. Outgrown the cradle
that once housed me And I've found that all I need
is Me.
Found I've never needed you to push
through All the shit that stacks up inside of my
life. Endless plight that circulates through my
body. I'll keep stumbling, beating,
pummeling Teething on the rind and renounce my
being.
I can't see going on.
I can't
see I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all
my suffering. What do I do now? All I'm asking
from you please, Send me a sign To guide me
through the times that lie in front of me. I'll get
by myself
I can't see going on fuck
it.
8. Nothing To Gein
Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash
it all away, With my love, That's all she's ever
needed, from me It's my time, to mother, One of my
own in my life, I am so alone, left with no one In
my life, I'm so alone
Life
submissiveness, Hypnotizing the ignorant a little
boy's best friend's always his mother, At least
that's what she said, Life of a simple man, Taught
that everyone else is dirty, And their love is
meaningless, I'm just a soiled dirty boy, I'm just
a soiled dirty boy,
Sheltered life
innocence, Insulated memories, spark reflections of
my head, Duality in my consciousness, Caught in
the war of hemispheres, Between the love lost in my
head, Mommy do you still live inside of me, I'm so
lost in my life without any guiding, Protected me my
whole life from everything, Nailed shut the doors to
the shrine, To screen your dead eyes from me and my
sickness, Mutilate and sew my new clothes for
masquerading, Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair
with skin upon my face,
Deliver the remains from
her womb of earth, Prep the rack and tie up for new
love's rebirth, Covert understanding of novice
surgery, I'll focus concentration and only take just
what I need For sickness I'm masticating, Dancing
and masturbating, Celebrate in fields of night with
skin upon my face
If I soak my hands in others
blood am I sick, If I wash my hands in others blood
am I sick, If I drench myself in others blood am I
sick, If I bathe myself in others blood
Blame
mother for the sickness, Mutilate and sew my new
clothes for masquerading, Aprons of flesh corpse
scalped hair with skin upon my face, Dance and
masturbate in night light by myself..
Nothing is
left for me to gain they're coming to take me
far away,
Life of a simple man taught
that everyone else is dirty and love
is meaningless I'm so
soiled Soiled
9. Mutatis Mutandis
10. Everything And Nothing
We swallow the spit Steal
acceptance Lend denial Tellin' me that my life is
free and boundless And then I'm forced to stay
between the lines The construct death To demolish
life Plant the seeds to harvest loss Found that
empty truth is full of lies
Lies Lies Lies Lies
We're
hoping for despair Starvation's gluttony Subtle
chaotic peace War divided unity Pro life Pro
choice Blinded insight Left wing Right
wing Black White Leaders following
I am
Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am
Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am
Everything I am Nothing
I am Everything (i
am nothing) I am Everything (i am
nothing)
Stop fuckin' with me I'm the accused
(A human not a machine) I'm not the enemy You're
so confused No way you could enlighten me (A human
not a machine) No freedom trapped in slavery (A human
not a machine) Deceitful honesty Motherfuckin'
human Not a machine (Not a machine) Stop fuckin'
with me I'm the accused (A human not a
machine) I'm not the enemy You're so
confused No way you could enlighten me (A human not a
machine) No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a
machine) Deceitful honesty Motherfuckin' human
(Not a machine) Not a machine
Lay your hands
upon me In search for answers inviting Constant
struggle inside me Guide me through this
everything that's nothing It's all right to be
afraid They suffocate a time for us to
change Build palettes full of blacks and grays to
shade our faces They shape our lives and disturb your
space Your hopes ran out upon that day They played
my life like it was some kind of fuckin' game A bunch
of bigots They have no room to receive the
blame So now I guess I'll be the one to improve the
tears Your fears The loss Your sacrifice given
up for years Walking my life on the lines that they
decide I'm waiting for the end of time Praying for
the end of time Pray for the end of time
I am
Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am
Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am
Everything I am Nothing
I am Everything (i
am nothing) I am Everything (i am
nothing)
Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a
machine) I'm the accused I'm not the enemy (A
human not a machine) You're so confused No way you
could enlighten me No freedom trapped in slavery (A
human not a machine) Deceitful honesty (A human not a
machine) Motherfuckin' human Not a machine
Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine) I'm
the accused I'm not the enemy (A human not a
machine) You're so confused No way you could
enlighten me No freedom trapped in slavery (A human
not a machine) Deceitful honesty (A human not a
machine) Motherfuckin' human Not a machine (Not a
machine)
11. Severed
And we hide behind, Lies, anger, Hate
they shoo love away, Build shells of ourselves
outside, It shelters body from cold reigns of
reality,
Come on, Step out, of your rind,
assemble strength, focus,
Release and run to me
you can never look back to the visions from the past
they fade and wilt in time, You've got to just trust
me to hold your hand through, Then I turn and walk
away,
Eclipse you, And bleed you strip you of
your states of ain soph aur, Eclipse you, I spit
up on my plate and I push everything away, I
need, And we sever all ties, It creates disruption
midst circle of friends, I become the
sacrifice, Spare your life and leave me to my
misery,
Get off the cross, and save yourself, run
away
Run now get away from me if I can get my
grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head
you'll never get away I sit down in my ugly place and
build walls out of fragments from my past of all the
people that I needed and loved that walked
away,
You've got to just trust me to hold your
hand through then I'll turn and walk away
I
walk under the clouds of gray, Sphere of storms in my
head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain I
divorce the thoughts of you I love with me, I divorce
your innocence and my guilt, I divorce the lying
sellout confidence, I'm divorcing every mother
fuckin' thing I divorce the love bled
meaningless, I divorce the makeshift harmony, I
divorce the taunting acts of violence, I divorce the
pastime of jealousy, I divorce control, I divorce
the faith, I divorce the virtue, I divorce the
rain, I divorce the excuse, I divorce the
greed, I divorce the need, I divorce iniquity in
this mother fuckin' bullshit life, Just want it all
to go away, Just want to run away to die, take it,
myself, my life Text book fucking mental, off me and
pitch me in a hole
I'll always be your
shadow, And veil your eyes from states of ain soph
aur, I can't be the hero anymore, I spit up on my
plate and then I turn and walk away, I spit up on my
plate and I disrupt the family, I spit up on my plate
and I sever the entity, And I feel your warm sun on
my face Separate .
Eclipse you and bleed you
strip you of your states of ain soph aur, I need
you, It's always been this way, I push it all
away, From me
12. Recombinant Resurgence
13. Prod
Emotions inside us troubling, The
hatred inside us escalating, The sickness inside us
keeps us weak, The masses inside of us suffering they
are bleeding, The calling inside us sick with
greed, The voices calling to us deafening we're not
listening
Cannot receive the obvious Line up
cattle and cut the necks Swat at the flies omit
disgust
The leaders inside us posturing, The
pollution inside of us suffocating me, The science
inside us menacing The will that's inside of us its
dying end is coming
Cannot receive the
obvious Line up cattle and cut the necks Drain us
of life and cleanse the mess
Wash me off inside,
wash me off inside
We're killing ourselves
killers Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance, Too
late to save us from ourselves, Callous minds against
trust and confidence, Too late to give a damn
now Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to
make it all go away, Too late to beg pardons from
the mother, too late to give a damn
Now we'll sit
and wait
Wait wait for the coming. of the
end Wait for the coming the killing the ending the
plight of man Deserving no mercy expelling by god's
hand, It's okay the ending it's over no more pain
.
Emotion the hatred the sickness the
calling
14. Pharmaecopia
Does your god come in a capsule, To
sedate you tear the walls down, Headless prison
cannibals chew, to consume you bring the
alien,
Halcium and morphine, 5-methoxy-n,
n-dimethyltryptamine, Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin,
histomine, Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine,
cannabis, and LSD, Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to
me I want it
These are just a few of my favorite
things [X 2]
Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma,
ibogaine, dopeamine, Tetra-hydro-chloride,
atenolol, Amanita muscaria, Boric oxide,
arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine, Cylotec and
harmaline Give it all to me I want it
Does
your god come in a capsule to sedate you, Tear the
walls down, headless prison, Cannibals chew to
consume you, Bring the alien
You can't kill
me, I'm already dead Inside my hole, Inside my
head, We just beg for any way to be sedated, It's
all about escaping, Numb to me, Numb body from
this hell,
I can feel them pushing, I can feel
them pulling I can feel them holding, I can feel them
moving, I can feel them prying, I can feel them
prodding, I can feel them breathing, I can feel them
digging I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them
scoping, I can feel them living, I can feel
it, Consume, take in, plunging,
plumbing, Instruments prying, aliens inside
me, Tooling the machine, Intoxicating, Feel it
unfolding, riddles in me
It's all about escaping,
we just beg for any way to get away Who do you bow
down to, does your god come in a capsule or on
a plate They're trying to sedate you, swallow self
and bring on the alien You tried to kill me, I'm
already dead to this world I'm already dead to this
world
15. Under My Skin
Nailed inside my head, Fuck this I
don't need your shit, All the lies deceit and
arrogance, Talk your shit like my life is some kinda
game, Like you fuckin' know me, Just go far away
and be small, Run far away and be small, Go lie in
a hole and be small,
Thorns, splinters,
pushing, Under my skin, They want in, Sharpened
tongue to penetrate me,
If you really think you
got what it takes to be me, Then walk a mile in the
skin of my head case mental being, So you want a
piece of this life that belongs to me, Well make a
cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of
the freak,
That is me, fucker, come
on,
Disturb, search me, prying up all my
scales To get in lance the core to penetrate
me,
So you want inside of me, So you want a
piece of this, So you want to tear me down, for your
own selfish wants and needs
Disturb, search me,
prying, up all my scales, To get in, lance the core
to penetrate me,
So you want inside of me So
you want a piece of me, So you want to drag me
down, For your own selfish wants and needs
You
were there like a punk, Just to get in my
face, Wanted in me wanted to be Till I gave you a
taste Don't need your goddamn pressure Frontin'
stress I'm superman motherfucker Without the s on my
chest Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you
purple and black On your back drop your ass like a
heart attack Rippin' through your life like a
motherfuckin' Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the
pain You're nothing in my life in my head You're
nothing in my life in my land Nailed inside my
head
You're under my fuckin' skin! I have
cleansed my life now of the people who pry And
threaten place always in my face I think it's time for
them to Go away always in my fuckin'
space, Always in my scene always in my
sight, Always in my way
You're dead to me punk
ass fuck .
There's nothing
left
16. (K)now F(orever)
Frozen moments in time, Stopped
hourglass, They predicate, what you will
know, Dispositions lie within, And so do
we, Don't want to run. Don't want to
hide, Renounce the prayers for inspiration, If you
dictate what I will be Then smash my face upon the
concrete I'm weary,
I feel the stares
piercing, So sorry to soil your precious
eyes, Reflections spoon-feed you, The bitterness
and disgust that is me, If you choose to reach out to
lend to me, I'll chew off your hand
I'm not
beggin' for your fuckin' change I'm not beggin' for
your fuckin' change I'm in touch with myself, All
alone within myself, All one. Alone
Do what
you will make it the whole of your law, Burn down the
faith that shadows life And take a deeper look inside
of what makes you Pull down the shades internal light
can be blinding Brilliance I'm not begging for
your fuckin' change, I'm just begging for a fuckin'
change, Complacence quenched of me
Lineage is
ending
I am that, once was me, rising upward,
guts wrenching Sculpted cold, blistering, break the
mold, sever me
Cut your throat, be the martyr,
bitter pills, that we swallow,
Take me, chase me,
swallow with me
Know, now, know,
now
Inside of truth, coming to, close to me,
ground consumes and embraces me Now
forever
Born again, I'm repositioning, Self
inside to self non-dimensional, Lost to
being, I've recognized the cause, Existence to
come, alive now forever
I am once was ...that
is me I am once was, That is me
I'm broken
altered vacillating force, Round square corners
circles dance around wet figures, Prisoner of time
I'm no more, Insight will guide us through the
majesty of nothing, It's like I'm touched with love
by angel girl, Let bastards rot in time for all their
evil, Let bastards rot in time for all their
evil, Let bastards rot in tim
Sticker this, censor this, ban this,
we've got something to say! Police this, condemn
this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway! Middle finger
is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced!
Listen
here. Is it a possibility that we're all just equal?
Slam the power down, abusing! Does it piss you off to
be beat at your own game? You lead us with false
morals and shelter reality!
No more... we're not
buying your product when you're selling the words
preaching silence!
Insult me in my home where
you were never invited To live life off your curve,
frustrating! Throw sticks into the spokes to relieve
insecurities. Stifle all ascension and sticker our
freedom of speech! SO WRONG!
Sticker this,
censor this, ban this, we've got something to
say! Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be
heard anyway! Middle finger is the flag that I wave
when I'm silenced! SILENCED!
Don't tell me
what I want, don't tell me what I need. Don't tell me
how I need to feel, I feel GODDAMN NOTHING! Dig the
eyes out of my face, I can still see right fucking
through you. Fuck you and everything you are, I'm me,
we're us, and that's all! Closed mind with a forum to
criticize, keep your policy and I've got
mine. Exploit me, fabricate your lies, we empower
these cowards just to be left in
silence!
Listen here: Stand on my soapbox
and speak my own peace. Whatever you may think, it's
REAL! Prevail through what is me and step on your
beliefs. Thieving spineless sell-outs robbing our
integrity!
BRING IT ON!
Sticker this,
censor this, ban this, we've got something to
say! Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be
heard anyway! Middle finger is the flag that I wave
when I'm...
2. Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream
Do I deserve these beatings? Hating me,
well then cut. Cut the noose and let me fall
away. I'm growing weak and tired of you, and your
little shoving games, Fucking pushing me. You
pulled the trigger, trapped in the wake of
your...
DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking
pushing me, insulting me, I'm overcome I have
found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all
unwilling, this is so unstoppable. Hard as nails,
hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of
many in you.
My sanctuary calling my name, so
I run through to the light, weeping through a
cloud. Darkened by a tainted dream of me, being
pummeled by the tide crushing, killing me. But I
can't wake up, trapped in the wake of a...
DREAM!
You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting
me, I'm overcome I have found the strength of
gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so
unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in
you.
Call it, call it a truce, I'm believing
in it more and more. Comfort, purge the truth, I'll
believe it, I'm so weak and sore. Shadowed, hide and
seek, but you never looked, I wait behind the
door. Call out, bite the hand that is feeding,
COMPASSION NO MORE!
I HOPE I NEVER WAKE
UP!
Dream sewing, filters distort reality of what
is mine. Through light this mind awakens, I draw the
line from then and now. Awake and dreaming, forgotten
past... future becomes MINE!
Throw the chains all
away, take control of your life. Powers known, this
is my... Throw the chains all away, take control of
your life. Powers known, THIS IS MY...
DREAM!
You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting
me, I'm overcome I have found the strength of
gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so
unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in
you.
3. Not Falling
Always known in all my time, a little
left of center now. Reflect as I realize that all I
need Is to find the middle pillar path, to sit like
the sun by a star in the sky and just
be. Sinners, casting stones at me!
I, I stand-
not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed- the demons
that drag me down! I, I stand (for nothing)! Not
crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms
within the eye!) I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The
demons (but myself) that pull me down... For me and
no one else.
Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out
again, SAD! I'm over, personalities conflicting, I
don't need you or anyone but me. I'll just be living
my own life. I feel my glowing center
grow. Infecting, I feel alive. Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers
of earth and just be. Sinners, point your fingers at
me!
I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down! I, I
stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not
falling down! (Of calms within the eye!) I, I'll
bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me
down... For me and no one else.
Come play
kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow! Stone cold
will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow! Bitter
pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm
fueled godless! Come play, come play kill. Just
be.
4. (Per)Version Of A Truth
When everything is lost (peel it all
away). Haunting us with questions (asking). Will
we ever find the smile inside (no), is it hiding behind
the sweating eyes (bleeding)? Dead inside - a
scream that's pouring from me!
I'm planted in
this skin (constricting and pulling me). This dirty,
filthy skin (rancid and stinging me!) I burn behind
the walls (that have become my world). The bearer of
a gift, FUCK YOUR GIFT!
TRUTH DOES NOT EXIST, but
the lies do... (2x) They're buried in the skin,
evolved.
Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there.
(Alone) Inside of lies buried in me, WHY?! Born
into a world; never asked to be here. Try to forget
truth doesn't exist, TRUTH! It doesn't exist, it
doesn't exist, TRUTH! DAATH!
Always inside a
tragedy (things never seem to go away). A room that I
remember (portraits I carry). Try letting go of this
space (bad habits can't kick me). The fool that fell
from heaven, HEAVEN!
Perversion of a truth, I'm
stuck there. (Alone) Inside of lies buried in me,
WHY?! Born into a world; never asked to be here.
Try to forget truth doesn't exist, TRUTH! It
doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, TRUTH!
Maybe
we're all the children of a star, misguided in
direction, our misdirection. Pardon me while I
pray for light.
I'm not the only one that walks
between the rain, there are many. I'm not the only
one when everything is lost that doesn't
surrender.
Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there
inside of lies buried in me, WHY?! (Alone.) Blind
walking through a world, I never asked to be
here.
Versions of the truth, I'm not the only
one. LIES!
5. Mercy, Severity
We've come here from so far away, I can
save you if you leave it all behind. This suffering's
been far too long, would you take a trip with me on the
back of a star? I feel like earth's gravity is
just here to pull us down!
Mother of creation,
wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them
away. Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour
firmament between our waters, separate the
space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of
skulls, tie me down and send the ship
away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from
their casts, pour, form, and reshape!
This
dark womb wraps and covets me, redefining, understanding
if you open up the heart. Nurturing this
phenomenon. We can carry on our wings, our wings through
the dark. Lightning flashes of insight into the
mirth of a dark sky... Pain of division is nothing,
joy of disillusion is everything!
Mother of
creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world,
carry them away. Darkness, negative, receptive.
Pour firmament between our waters, separate the
space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of
skulls, tie me down and send the ship
away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from
their casts, pour, form, and reshape!
Portal
sits deep within the eye! The eye of Yin's severity,
rewards understanding. Portal sits deep within the
eye! The eye of Yin's severity, rewards
understanding.
Blackness consumes body comforts
core of nothing. (2X) Mother, I can remember a vault
of security. Can you take me away, would you take me
away, won't you take me away, AWAY!
Mother of
creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world,
carry them away. Darkness, negative, receptive.
Pour firmament between our waters, separate the
space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of
skulls, tie me down and send the ship
away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from
their casts, pour, form, and
reshape!
6. A World So Cold
When passion's lost, and all the trust
is gone, way too far for way too long. Children
crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so
cold, only in a world this cold.
Hold the
hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then
watch them drift away. Some might say we've done
the wrong things for way too long, for way too
long...
Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning
away. Away from the name (calling your
names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and
stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of
us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away
from the games (fucking head games) Away from the
space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a
world so cold...
Burning whispers remind me
of the days. I was left alone in a world this
cold. Guilty of the same things, provoked by the
cause. I'm left alone in a world so
cold!
Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning
away. Away from the name (calling your
names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and
stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of
us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away
from the games (fucking head games) Away from the
space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a
world so cold...
I'm flying, I'm flying away!
Away from the names (calling your names) Away from
the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a
world so COLD!
Why does everyone feel like my
enemy, don't want any part of depression or
darkness. I've had enough, sick and tired, bring
the sun or I'm gone... OR I'M GONE!
I'm backing
out, I'm no pawn, no motherfucking slave to this -
Never lied, never left, never lived, never
loved. Never lost, never hurt, never worry about
being me or anyone else. Not a care, no concern.
Don't give a shit about anything!
Backing out,
giving up, no motherfucking slave to this. Never
lied, never left, never lived, never loved. Never
lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone
else. Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about
anything!
I need to find a darkened corner, a
lightless corner where it's safe and calmer. I'm
turning away. Away from the name (calling your
names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. I'm
running away. Away from the games (fucking head
games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The
circumstances of a world so cold.
I'm flying,
I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your
names) Away from the games (fucking head games) The
circumstances of a world so
COLD!
7. The Patient Mental
Patient, just as I am, as
always. Watch the time go by, nothing left to pass
by. The minutes follow me, drunken little people work
away in me.
Why won't they leave me, leave me
alone? When I don't even want me, want me.
I
have to kill the words before they form my
sentence. The sentence that is me, judged by those
that carry. The patient sits in cradled arms that
comfort me by strangling.
Why won't they leave
me, leave me alone? When I don't even want me, want
me.
The patient mental sits and stares, An
idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back. Why
won't they leave him, leave him alone? A passive
speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the
hate-driven enemy.
They have to kill the meal
before they can consume. Consume my inner peace
without the understanding. Trapped inside the works,
the hands are moving me.
The patient mental sits
and stares, An idle mind that's empty, screaming,
staring back. Why won't they leave him, leave him
alone? A passive speared ritual, driven by our war
ship... the hate-driven enemy.
Release me, let me
go, why do they observe me? There's nothing here to
cure. I can see the silhouettes that sit behind the
mirror. I'm just like a clock upon the wall - always
moving, but never going anywhere.
The patient
mental sits and stares, An idle mind that's empty,
screaming, staring back. Why won't they leave him,
leave him alone? A passive speared ritual, driven by
our war ship... the hate-driven
enemy.
8. Skrying
This puzzle's dead inside, missing
pieces growing eyes, mystery. Little girls severity,
little boys begging mercy. Sticks break at me, cost
of life at 23. Price of pain - a golden ring, all
crimson. Melting body, rubber world; battle axe with
locks of curls, INTROVERTED.
My cost, the price
of a broken doll, can you remember that place? That
place you would go to make things okay...
1000
points for insect stings, glue my spirit, break my
wings, misery. Libido steams, infectious whore...
cauterize and forge the sword. REMEMBER
KILLING!
Children learning the secret knock, A
nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to
make things okay. My cost, the price of a broken
doll, can you remember that place? That place you
would go to take pain away...
Games of passion
taste so sweet, cut his throat and slaughter meat, my
secrets. Seven heads for seven seas, darkened
voices plead disease, dismembering me.
Children
wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep in that
place. That place you would go to try to
escape. Children learning the secret knock, A
nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to
make things okay. My cost, the price of a broken
doll, can you remember that place? That place you
would go to take pain away...
Skrying through
reflections in a pool, I see death coming, moving
down. Do you remember the bedroom, was it your cell
or was it your tomb?
You're living through my
hell. [2X]
Children learning the secret
knock, A nickel to enter that place, that place you
would go to make things okay. My cost, the price of a
broken doll, can you remember that place? That place
you would go to take pain away...
9. Solve Et Coagula
Fire, fire. I dissolve and solidify,
destroy to recreate. Disassemble to assemble
something pure. Our rubric
sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la... Kill to be born again, cycled
a thousand times.
Fire, planetary alchemy, fire,
the time is here now. Fire, four corners to rise...
fire, rise! Fire, there's always loss within, fire,
the cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows to
the sky... fire!
I construct a new institution,
not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete, or
steel. Our rubric
sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la... Distill to purify, we've done
it a thousand times.
Fire, planetary alchemy,
fire, the time is here now. Fire, four corners to
rise... fire, rise! Fire, there's always loss within,
fire, the cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows
to the sky... fire!
Burn, bleed all the lives of
life, ascend to the sky. Burn all the
martyrs!
Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time
is here now. Fire, four corners to rise... fire,
rise! Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the
cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows to the
sky... fire!
10. Shadow Of A Man
Mirror, mirror, upon the wall... I'm
asking you Who is the most confused of them
all? Mirror, mirror, subservient twin screams back at
me you. You sick flawless mime, I want to break you.
Yeah, you're a clever one...
Do you reflect me,
or do I reflect you, are you inside of another
world? I want to break through... yeah, you're a
clever one.
Is this a tool, can I step
through? To find another plane or just a shadow of a
man? A superficial tool to support the vanity of
weak... When you don't love yourself.
If
life's as painful on your side, I'll break your
existence and cut through mine. You're a clever
one.
Are you a tool, can I step through? To
find another plane or just a shadow of a man? Are you
my brother? You look like me trapped inside another
world. My lost twin... just a superficial tool, to
support the vanity of weak When you don't love
yourself.
Mirror upon the wall, am I the
reflection of you? Mirror upon the wall, are you
staring back through? Understanding has no place
within my world on your side.
Are you a tool, can
I step through? To find another plane or just a
shadow of a man? Are you my brother? You look like me
trapped inside another world. My lost twin... just a
superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak When
you don't love yourself.
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12. The End Of All Things To Come
All over with... fuck all the flags, the
greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence. We're
coming, we're killing, we're changing the
faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen
within yourself. All over with! We're coming, we're
killing, we're changing the faces.
I'm killing
every fucking thing Until somebody gets the fucking
point, the point I'm trying to make. I lead the mice
on parade down to the river of kool aid and open up the
flood gates. I need a barrel of cyanide; a pile
of strychnine Until the whole damned world is dead,
start over again!
All over with... fuck all the
flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for the
fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the
faces.
Stop talking, negotiating... Your
feeble attempts towards world peace, give me a fucking
break. Need world-wide genocide, planetary
suicide! And when the whole damn world is dead,
there's your fucking peace!
All over with... fuck
all the flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for
the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing
the faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego,
strengthen within yourself. All over with! We're
coming, we're killing, we're changing the
faces.
Oxygen wasters, come on!
We've come
to save you... to save you from yourselves. Kill or
be killed.
All over with... fuck all the flags,
the greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence.
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the
faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen
within yourself. All over with! We're coming, we're
killing, we're changing the faces.
13. A Key To Nothing
No more doors, no more locks, no more
windows, no more box. No more, no less, no more six
foot digs, no more hypocrites!
No more emptiness,
no more consequence, no more puppet strings, no more
disease. No more growing up, no more happiness,
no more lying down, no more complacence.
I
have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small
killing. Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as
it seems to be.
No more nothing, no more
anything, no more you, no more me. No more posturing
victories, no more nations to defeat, no more speaking
truth, no more deceit. No more holding down, no
more pushing me, no more new world order, no more
anarchy!
I have, I hold the key to nothing...
it's a small killing. Murder, murders in the hands of
motion, as it seems to be.
I'm washing my hands
of the whole thing.
I want no more
nothing.
I have, I hold the key to nothing...
it's a small killing. Murder, murders in the hands of
motion, as it seems to be. I'm washing my hands of
everything, of everything we are.
14. Goodbye
Pendulum stops and falls
away Life sifted through like sand Storms of
summer rain Flooding lifelines in our hands Our
skin of blood and bone Gently close to dust and
blows Our home of blood and bone Pulls through the
ground and so.... Unstoppable These feelings of
loss So unstoppable Egging through to the marrow
of bones Just let it go Pain willing in your
eyes Just let me go Dry the tears that fall
And remember When everything is
typical I'll be the wish upon a star I've found a
place so magical Goodbye....
See you another
goodbye I..See you another goodbye See you another
goodbye See you another...
Peeling killers
rise Precious circle is mended Sense vertigo in
you So I'll be your halo So unstoppable My love
for you So unstoppable Memories of you
Just
remember When everything is typical I'll be the
wish upon a star I've found a place so magical But
still please...
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save
Me Now, Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost
sight Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost
sight
Remember That nothing here is
typical I'll be the wish upon a star I've lost
something so magical And gone so far Just
remember When everything seems difficult I'll be
shining from a far When it feels like things have
gone away I'll see you again
I'll see you
again, Goodbye I'll see you again, Goodbye I'll
see you again, Goodbye I'll see you again,
Goodbye I'll see you again,
Goodbye....
15. On The Move
Pack up my shit I'm on the road
like Kerouac (whooo) Found tranquility in the cover
that holds me (down down) People I've query I'm
always on the move (get more) Set it up pack it up
giddy up giddy up, whooo!
I love it, whooo! I
hate it
Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets
go Not a life, not a love Not a motherfuckin'
minute to spare (god damn) 3 65 24/7 on the move
(hey) Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there
(now)
I'm living' the life (whooo!) Without
the life (god damn) Gotta make it today to live up on
the stage (hey) So I'm blowing it up like a high
school game
I know my place is on this road, my
sad story Reflect on all the things that fell behind,
can't be sorry I will follow my life and all the
curves that it throws me Just when I think that I've
found my home - I'm gone
When my worlds only
gonna P to TM We'll be choppin' him dead inside,
until I'm dead (yeah) Keep my hat on my head can't
hang it without a home (god damn) Gotta push it more
and this way I am alone (hey)
I'm living' the
life (whooo!) Without the life (god damn) Gotta
make it today to live up on the stage (hey) So I'm
blowing it up like a high school game
I know my
place is on this road, my sad story Reflect on all
the things that fell behind, can't be sorry I will
follow my life and all the curves that it throws
me Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm
gone
This circus cycle family If faces aren't
so strange Faces becoming more familiar Day by
day Sharing becomes closer Day by day The world
becomes our home
DAY - we'll turn up with
nothing NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime DAY -
if its ready I'm ready NIGHT - I've lived a life
today DAY - I'm healing the bleeding NIGHT -
dead now to back alive DAY - I've been through
another DAY - I'm living the life, yeah
right
I know my place is on this road - I can't
be sorry Reflect on all the words that fell aside -
my tragedy I have followed my life and all the curves
that it's thrown me Now at least I know I've found my
home Where I belong!
